Reflections :: Soulscape

Reflections

2018 was a tough year. At the end of 2017, I needed a relationship— to somebody who I loved deeply— but it needed to end.

Even though I trusted what In-my-heart I know to me the right choice and I threw myself into a mess (grief, sadness, loneliness) I began to beat myself even thought I know better!

I can blame it on my Saturn return, heartbreak, etc but it looks like going forward is a real opportunity to look at the full expression of myself, not just showing the exuberant bright, socially, correct self but the sad, self hating, terrified, lonely parts.

Today, I am inviting all of me to be expressed with paint: To feel into the lonely, sad, bland, elated, super introverted self to be present and share a bit of love.